January 18, 2013 – On the road again

I will show my age and reference Johnny Carson here.  “The answer to your question is no.” Or I could be a magic eight ball, “Outlook not good.”  Regardless of how I say it, it doesn’t look like we were successful this month.  So, it was another month on the crazy hormone roller coaster and we still have nothing to show for it. 

I am not at my best today.  I am finding it hard to be positive or perky and really finding it hard to want to keep doing this to myself.  I keep trying to tell myself that we are done with Clomid and the doctor said the new med would be better, but I just don’t know that I believe it. 

It doesn’t help that the day after our insemination I slipped on a patch of ice and injured myself.  I couldn’t seek treatment because I didn’t want to get imaging done of my pelvis while trying to get pregnant.  I fractured my hip in the 4^th grade and the pain I feel is reminiscent of that.  So dealing with 2 weeks of pain only to find out it wouldn’t have mattered if I had gotten it looked at right away isn’t helping my mood.  After my period starts and it is official that we are not expecting I will get my pelvis looked at.  Monday will start a new cycle and hopefully it will be better than this one.