Friday, October 12, 2012

October 10, 2012 - Update

I wanted to write a quick update because I realize that my last blog was fairly negative and I really don’t want people to worry about me.  My mood is improving daily, which is a good thing because I really don’t like feeling so negative.  I spoke with my amazing and wonderful doctor/friend and she let me know that there is no permanent damage from the miscarriage and that I healed beautifully.  Above all she reminded me that hope and stress can both play a part in getting pregnant (or not getting pregnant) and that I can always lean on my doctors for additional support when I am struggling.  I need to remember it is okay to let people know what is going on with me so that they can help when I need it.  I am once again reminded of how very fortunate I was to find my doctors and to have so many amazing friends. 

Doc and I discussed our plans for continuing.  This last month was very tough for both of us because I am rarely hopeless or depressed.  My mood is improving after speaking with my doctor though, so things are looking up.  I just need to relax and get myself into a more positive place.  We have decided to continue with Clomid for the next try-cycle.  Doctor’s orders to relax are being followed and Doc and I are working out a way for him to take a bigger part in the schedule and for me to let go of some of the stress. 

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