October 18, 2012 - Round and Round We Go

It is time to start another try-cycle.  I have decided that we will be successful this month.  I am not going to worry about it, because I have already made up my mind that it will happen.  Doc and I have solidified a plan for this month to help make it easier for me to relax.  Doc is managing the calendar for us.  I have several planned dates with friends including spa days, shopping, and lunches.  We have a few interview dinners planned, but those are really a lot of fun and not very stressful.  Doc and I will also be celebrating our 11^th wedding anniversary at the end of this month. 

This last try-cycle was very hard on us.  We had been expecting to welcome our first child into the world just before our anniversary.  Instead we are still at square one, stuck on repeat.  It has been hard for both of us, but we need to keep moving forward.  We are still thankful to have each other.  We are thankful for our amazing doctors who take excellent care of me and who work so well together.  That in itself is a blessing.  Not all doctors work well in a team setting, but both of mine do a great job of keeping each other in the loop and being respectful of each other in order to improve our outcome.  That is a huge blessing.  Doc and I are counting our blessings and moving forward with the full intention of this being our last try-cycle.  We are planning on success.  That is the only plan we need right now.